I had to convince myself that I was not hanging up porn, but with each painting I accumulated of a blissful lady with long flowing hair clutching her naked breast, I just thought: BOOBIES! For awhile I avoided putting up any real art by taping up my Fillmore rock posters and world maps, but that proved to be unsatisfying. I could no longer get away with the "college-dorm-room" look and I didn't have a spare room for all my rock-n-roll memorabilia and maps of Korea. I had one studio and it needed to look like a woman over 30 lived there. And when the double sided tape loosened and my mom's canvas paintings came falling off the walls in the middle of the night (that's right, even my mom is arty), I knew I had to bring in the big guns. Which I guess is how I ended up holding a box with a drill inside it at Home Depot. A place I never thought I would end up.
"Do you have any staff that are experts at hanging pictures?" I asked the man in the orange apron.
"No, but here are some nails," he pointed to boxes and more boxes of screws and other pointy objects in all shapes and sizes. "What kind of wall do you have?" He asked me as if I knew.
After explaining the whole double sided tape debacle to him and how my walls were old school, he suggested I drill a hole before hammering in a nail. A DRILL? I HAVE TO BUY A DRILL NOW? Is this a sneaky upsell? This was turning out to be more work than I wanted it to be, but I nodded soberly, defeated, with my head hung low. And like a sheep led to the slaughter, I followed him to the aisle where the drills were located. He handed me a basic $40 drill and I took it. I didn't know what else to do. Then he brought me a hammer. I nodded solemnly and clutched the hammer as well.
"Anything else I can help you with?" He asked.
"Yes," I said.
"Where are your posters?"
By the time I got home it was dark and I thought perhaps too late to make noise in the building, lest I disturb the girl living below me. I stared at the open space of the far wall that my bed was pushed up against. Just how far should a nail go in? What's with the whole 45 degree angle thing? Can't I just write a story about hanging up paintings instead?
The next day, I knocked around the wall "listening for a stud" as instructed by all my friends, family and the man from Home Depot, but I couldn't find a spot that sounded any more deep than hallow to the naked ear. I noticed an old hole from the prior tenant and thought I would start there and started hammering in a two inch nail. It wasn't long before I realized that nail was not going in any further than maybe an inch. It would not budge-this was not good. I ripped it out. I tried a smaller screw type nail that also felt unsturdy. If I could just pull these nails out on my own, well that couldn't be good, could it? What if there's an earthquake? I didn't want some heavy piece of art dangling above my head come crashing down and give me a concussion. Seriously, these are the things that keep me up at night. And as I laid there in my bed, later on that evening, with my walls still bare above my head, I gazed out my window at the full moon and thought to myself, "how did I get like this?"
Well, I couldn't blame it on my gene pool. Nope, even my mother herself is an artist who would take me to her night school art classes at Alameda City College back in the 1970's. I would sit at a table next to her with paper and pens and pretend to draw while she sat still, patiently painting the latest bowl of fruit or wine bottle. I couldn't imagine all that sitting still and was anzy as I hastily scrawled stick figures on my sheets of paper. Can I go play now?
Not to mention the many birthdays and Christmases where my siblings and I would receive not only crayons sets like most children, but water color paint kits and colored pencils! Oh soooo many colored pencils! My mother was trying to tell us something. But I didn't get the memo.
And it wasn't just hanging up art on the wall that I put off for so long, but pretty much furnishing my apartment in general. Let's just say that when the girl who I was subletting the place from decided to move out after two years, she took all her funiture with her and I was left alone sitting on this old beige carpet while staring at four blank white walls. You would think that not having a bed for three months would have made me crazy, but I dreaded lifting something heavy for so long that I slept on a borrowed futon until my 38-year-old neck and back rebelled and could no longer take it. It was no use. I was going to have to put furniture in my apartment. My mother insists to this day that my lack of motivation in things that require exertion is because I am anemic and need iron pills. Even though the doctor who took blood tests on me back when I was in junior high told us otherwise....
Maybe I have such a hard time with all of this is because I feel like I don't know "the rules" when it comes to decorating and I don't know what looks "cool". And please don't tell me there are no rules to art and it's just "whatever you like" because that is a lie. If I tell you that I bought my art at "Bed, Bath and Beyond", wouldn't you just squirm quietly to yourself with an air of condescension? There are rules and you know it, and the reason I know this is true is because while I may be tone deaf in most things visual, I make up for it with my ear for music and writing. I would never tell someone that good music is "whatever you like" because if they tell me they like musical acts such as "Nickelback" or "Keisha" then I would have to tell them they have poor taste in music. Seriously. Don't think we could even be friends. Hey, I didn't make the rules...
So after coming to grips with the fact that I was indeed, "art-deaf", I went to Ace Hardware and purchased a battery operated "Stud Finder". And then I called in reinforcements- because as the Book of Ecclesiastes tell us: Two is better than one. Enter my friend Sheri.
My friend Sheri in some ways is my complete opposite. She's the ying to my yang. Not only is she arty with an eye for photography, she also knows her way around a tool belt. And besides, since she was the person who gave me all those heavy pieces of naked people in the first place, I figured she could at least show me how to put them up. Well, let me tell you, Sheri's a busy lady, but after a month or so of trying to pen her down, we finally set a date for a Sunday afternoon. And when that day finally came, I cleared off all my maps and rock posters from the wall, opened up the package that my stud-finder came in, and discovered my double-A batteries didn't fit. They were too big. So I texted Sheri to bring triple A's.
At 3pm exactly, she arrived with a supply kit in hand. She laid out all the art work on the floor and we discussed various possible arrangements. She checked to make sure my drill was charged and handed me her triple A batteries. I was exicted. I finally had another eye and hand to help me get this done. Then I noticed that her batteries were too small for the stud-finder. I turned the back of the package over that it came in and read: NOT INCLUDED: 9 VOLT BATTERY. Now who the heck carries 9 volt batteries?
As Sheri lined up these pictures she asked if I had a measuring tape so she could make sure they were even. I scrambled inside my kitchen junk drawer and suprisingly found one. "What's this doing here?" I thought as I handed it to her. Her eyes widened. "This is MINE!" She flipped it over and sure enough, there it was: PROPERTY OF SHERI WONG. Oops. Hey, how did that get in there? (Okay, so Sheri and I may have some history of her helping me get out of domestic jams.)
After she reclaimed her measuring tape, she touched up my kitchen with a picture of my mom's egg art on one wall and a cool framed picture above my Wedgewood oven on the other wall:
|Does it look crooked, it's not.|
She checked her phone for the time, packed up her belongings, including her measuring tape and was gone in a dash. What I had put off for months, she had accomplished in a little over an hour. And me? I was left with the task of putting things away. But as I tried to stuff back all the nails and other gadgets into my kitchen's junk drawer it exploded on me:
I can't close this drawer now, it's stuck.
Then I got ambitious and started emptying out all my "junk drawers" and whadda ya know? Turns out I already had a hammer:
I learned something that day. Two really is better than one and don't be afraid to ask for help-even if that means calling in the big guns.